CONTRADICTIONS!

T H E c o m i n g o f a g e (Abang2 seh ~ LOLs.)

2007-09-26T23:48:00.000+08:00

I guess all i got to say is HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME~ *on a side note, i am not egoistical, this is the first time i gave a shit for my birthday, due to several reasons that you will find out later* Woots, the big 18 uh, chey! Abang2 Seh~ ** means chey! Big Brother Already! (Qoute Yan) ** LOLs. I guess its true, the older you get, the more you appreciate life, i got to give a big shout-out to AA Boy! He treated me to a movie just now, **Balls Of Fury** Best movie ever, for several reasons, one being Maggie Q *which is short for Quigley* (i did my research xD) and another reason, for the frigging funny storyline, i guess alot has happened recently, and i will post it later, as i have to make it in time for this post to air, as i owe it to FFA and any poor souls that reads my blog ** I highly doubt there is a vast pool, as i am not that popular with people ( I know its hard to believe, but its true =X ) Well i guess thats all, and they say that 18 is the best, i agree for several reasons, finally i am able to take my freaking car license that EVERYONE in the world keeps asking me, diaoz. And the same answer they will be greeted by; "Er, sorry not yet 18 uh, september" And with the same response from EVERYONE "Oowh, ok." Dotz. I know i look old, but for Pete's Sake, i am young ok... Looks are very dceiving, LOLS. I may have a stubble going on there, but i am only 17 currently, WELL NOT ANYMORE! LOLs. This year its special, as i celebrated with alot of people, namely the Wit-Wit-Wit-Wicky! FFA and the Kats, and well my family, oowh yeah and of course AA boy, my dearest only other malay Liger-mate, eventhough he always MIA during outings, he shocked me with his gesture, for that, AA boy, you deserve a big thanks~ But alas, i missed my darling, Xian Wei * goes to corner and sobz silently * Hes not here thanks to something called National Service~ I think hes botak now, wonder how he looks like without hair * Cant Imagine * Due to the excessive exposure to his jRock Hairdos~ Misses ~ Sadness, but alas, i have promised him undying attention when he gets back, or rather i forced him out, LOLS. But alas, SAME DIFFERENCE, lols. Alright, its been great so far, and we have reached the end of my post, but we'll sing just one more song, thanks for doing your part, you sure are smart, you know its me and you, and my blog too, we can do anything, that we put our minds into *Changed abit, LOLS*

T H E Apology ( Sorry Miss Grace )

2007-09-04T00:57:00.000+08:00

Guys, it seemed that i have wronged one of my lecturers, i misconstrued her good intentions for ill ones and i have to make it public, from the bottom of my heart, i am sorry Miss Grace Yap, i know that an apology isnt enough as I have seemingly caused you a compromise in your integrity, but this is the best thing i can do as of now to clear your name, i sincerely hope that you will accept my apology, and i hope that we can start on a fresh slate, furthermore, i erased the older blog entry of defaming you of alot of things, i hope that you will accept my apology and that you would not hold it against me

T H E Date, Not. (This Is A Super Long Post, Sorry)

2007-09-01T01:48:00.000+08:00

Today was a great day, went out early in the morning for friday prayers, didnt even cared to go to my secondary school because of a simple reason, the teachers that i was greatful to werent teaching there anymore, hated to meet all those old dunmanites ( i grew like freaking god damn fat since the sec school days due to excessive eating and sleeping XD ) and the teachers that i wanted to meet, i saw them in TP the other day =.=! Hahas, in short, there was no freaking reason for me to feel sentimental and all that crap no matter what the hell you all might say to make me change my mind, i am not a sentimental person and my emotions nearly equate to a rock ( or something like that that does not have feelings, according to someone, i forgot who the hell said that =P ). Went out with my gay partner today, went out with him yesterday and also with elmo(AA Boy XD we all know why hes called elmo, nvr you mind ), but elmo wasnt present today, instead Simon AkA Fellatio, Formerly known as BJ, LOLS ( Notice the trend? Muarahas ) Went IT yesterday, and we went again today, i wanted to buy alot of things, but the thing is, i cannot afford anything =.=! The predicament of being poor = Not being able to spend money on things you want, Predicament of being rich = Having excessive wealth and not able to spend all the money you have since you have all the things you want =.=! Thus, moral of story, rich people out there, i have what you dont and you have what i dont, so why not help me to help you, Lols. Anyways, we went to the legendary Donut Factory yesterday,the queue was suprisingly damn frigging short, we waited ard 15 mins and we were promptly attended to, thumbs for DF! And then we proceeded to eat linner ( lunch and dinner ) with XW and Aslam each carrying their loot, and wherever we went, ppl keep staring at us, i was feeling alienish, since i dont usually get stares, if you get my drift, but never mind about that, then we went back to PR, to meet XW sister and slack ard awhile, and that was when i tried the first doughnut, the legendary double chocolate, when i put it in my mouth and ate it, i was like Good Gracious AssA Bombacious DANG IT GOD, WHY WHY TELL ME WHY W-H-Y TELL ME WHY, i felt as if i found my wife sia, the thing was like GODLIKE. It almost had light emanating all around it like an aura sia, one word sia, Steam. Period. Then went back, and bought like one and a half dozen for my family, and it had ard 6 double choc in total, and it was like POOOOF! They all went up in thin air, LOLS. Then my sister was like, errr eh, can buy for me again for my bdae? 0.o! I was like "Errr ok, see how, if god permits and if i have the money that is, LOLS." My mom took pity on me and said, " I sponser uh" HAHAHAH, success, then when my dad came home, he was like, "Eh makan doughnut? No wonder you keep fluctuating Ahmad =.=!" My mom then came to my defense and said " He is fat because he wants to be fat, because he is my king kong. LOLS. " HAAHAHAHA, i was like ok. Ya. Hahas. My whole family couldnt stop laughing, and i was stoned for the rest of the night, the next day, i met XW, as usual, he was late for an hour, something that i could not decipher, i went to mosque to pray, and i was on time, he who was at home the whole day, still came an hour late, i felt like an ass waiting for him, lols. Anyways, we went down to HF to catch HEROES! Woots, the best tv show in lalaland and beyond! Hahahas, i took like a dozen pics of them, but mostly of bad quality, due to excessive crowd disorder and the fact that XW sitting on my shoulder and taking the picture meant that there was no stability, lols. I cant believe i still got strength, lols. I carried him on my shoulders for like 15 mins or something? Hahaha, constant sia, MCP ( macam paham, meaning yeah right ) And then like two group of girls, asked me for help to take pictures, me being the gentleman that i am (*coughs*) of course took them up on their offers, (no, i didnt carry them on my shoulders, i am not a pervert =.=!) rather, XW took shots for them instead, we took quite a number for them, and the gratefully thanked us for it, me and XW keep saying that they would blog about us most probably, LOLS. BhB (Buay Hiao Bai) lols. I wanted to post the pictures, but as you can see from the time of the post, its frigging nearing three and the cable and all that crappy software shit is in my sisters room, lols. We then went to meet BJ to go to the IT fair, we all went around the COMEX place crap, and we all took a mental note of what each of us wanted to buy, KEYWORD people WANTED. Then we went to bucks to slack awhile, until 1115 actually, and we all went back, i missed the last 15 at PR inter, so i had to take 58, which was a better alternative to 21, but i preferred 15 =D And tomorrow is only gonna get better because i have an outing with my beloved freshies! And i forgot all about my appointment with FFA, not good, brothers, forgive me for i have sinned, but i know yall will forgive me aite? *Winks* Hehes, Going JTs house tmrw to watch some movies i guess and maybe chill and open some whiskey? *Hoping very hard* Since the last time i went there, i ended up drinking quite some cups, lols. Loves Whiskey, Hates Carlsberg, LOLS. Dont drink kids, yall will become like me, a shagged old man, lols. I guess this is the end, and i dont think anyone reached this point as i believe i wrote like at least two essays worth of words and crap, for those that finish reading this post, i have one thing to say to you all, either you all really like reading my crap, you are name Hafiz or Zhafir, you are someone that has WAY too much time, or you are reading this and skipping all the crap in the middle, no matter who you are, whatever you do, thanks for even bothering to read this crap, dont need to thank me for the venom, the fees will be sent to you post shortly to notify you of the payment, lols. Oops! Time for crap is over, i need to slp, nd to send my sister to Beach Road Tmrw, i hope i get to drive them, no chance there i guess, dads around, lols. All right, thanks for everything and i hope that i havent bored you to death, till next time, HOLLA!

T H E c y c l o n e

2007-09-01T01:27:00.000+08:00

12012 - Cyclone

(Kanji Version)

君の香りさえ分からない　きみの仕草さえ分からない全ての記憶をかき消され生きてく意味さえ分からない　生き抜く意志さえ分からない思えば誰に愛された？過ぎてゆく季節のなかで　巡りめく時の流れに　全てを飲まれてしまってきみのもとへ辿り着く争い合った日々も悲しみに崩れた夜さえ現在（いま）を生きる為の糧に変わり始める君の居場所さえ分からない　君の笑顔さえ分からない　不安の渦に流されて心の傷は癒せない　心の涙も拭えない　孤独で狂ってしまいそうで愛し合う季節はまるで　あの頃の二人の様で　全てを忘れてしまって必ず君に逢いに行く憎しみ合った日々も絶望に苦悩した夜も　僕を創る為の糧に変わり約束の場所で今君を待ち遠くを見つめるだけど君は現れない　誰か答えを「未来の僕は今本当に笑えていますか？」　現在を生きる僕自身に語り約束の時間だね　此処で今君を捜すけど　何処にも居ないどうしてねぇ？　誰か答えを

(Romanji Version)

I wish you out, out the west trail
I wish you out, out the west trail
I wish you out, out the west trail

kimi no kaori sae wakaranai
kimi no shigusa sae wakaranai
subete no kioku wo kakikesare

ikiteku imi sae wakaranai
ikinuku imi sae wakaranai
omoeba dare ni aisareta

sugite yuku kisetsu no naka de
megurimeku toki no negare ni
subete wo somarete shimatte
kimi no moto e tadoritsuku

arasoi atta hibi mo
kanashimi ni kuzureta yoru sae
ima1 wo ikiru tame no kate ni
kawari hajimeru

kimi no ibasho sae wakaranai
kimi no egao sae wakaranai
fuan no uzu ni nagasarete
kokoro no kizu wa iyasenai
kokoro no namida mo nuguenai
kodoku de kurutte shimaisou de

aishiau kisetsu wa maru de
ano goro no futari no you de
subete wo wasurete shimatte
kanarazu kimi ni ai ni yuku

nikushimiatta hibi mo
zetsubou ni kunou shita yoru mo
boku wo tsukuru tame no kate ni kawari
yakusoku no basho de
ima kimi wo machi took wo mitsumeru
dakedo kimi wa arawarenai
dare ka kotae wo

"mirai no boku wa ima hontou ni waraeteimasu ka?"
ima1 wo ikiru boku jishin ni katari
yakusoku no jikan da ne
koko de kimi wo sagasu kedo doko ni mo inai
doushite nee? dare ka kotae wo

I wish you out, out the west trail
I wish you out, out the west trail
I wish you out, out the west trail

(Meaning, I tried my best ok =x)

I wish you out, out the west trail
I wish you out, out the west trail
I wish you out, out the west trail

I don't even know your fragrance
I don't even know your actions
All of my memories have been erased

I don't even know what it means to start over
I don't even know what it means to survive
If I think, who did I fall in love with?

In the passing season, in the current of cycling time
Everything gets swallowed up
I'll struggle on towards where you are

The day which where spent in conflict and even the nights
When I crumbled in sorrrow have begun to change into the provisions
That keep me alive

I wish you out, out the west trail
I wish you out, out the west trail
I wish you out, out the west trail

I don't even know your whereabouts
I don't even know your smile
It's all been drained into a swirl of anxiety

The scars on my heart won't heal
And the tears of my heart won't stop
It seem I'll go mad, trapped in solitud

As though the season we fell in love
Just like the lovers of that one time, Everything is forgotten
Without fail I'll come to be with you

The days which where spent in hatred and the nights
When I suffered in despair
They've changed into the provisions which compose me

At the promised place,
Right now I'm waiting at a distance,
Looking everywhere for you

But you won't appear
Someone please answer me

I don't even know your fregrance
I don't even know your actions
All of my memories have been erased

I don't even know what it means to start over
I don't even know what it means to survive
If I think, who did I fall in loved with?

As though the season we fell in love
Just like the lovers of that one time

Everything will be lost
Everything is forgotten
Without fall I'll come to be with you

"Is my future self really laughing right now?"
The me who exist now say to myself

It's the promised time,
Isn't it, Even though right now
I'm here looking for you

You aren't anywhere
Why not? Someone please answer me

Hahas, success, it shud be correct, i hope, *gulps* jRock - one word! Er, well it just plain ole' ROCKS!

T H E Other Simpsonized One(s)!

2007-08-23T22:59:00.000+08:00

Haha, Apu is damn cool, all chocolate and stuff, so i decided to be chocolatey too, my true color, hehehe

T H E Simpsonized One(s)!

2007-08-23T22:57:00.000+08:00

I guess everyone wants to be like the simpsons eh? Hahas, well take a look at these two babies, yours truly, hahahaha

My Celebs-Look-Alike

2007-08-23T22:51:00.001+08:00

T H E Boys School

2007-08-21T15:17:00.000+08:00

Muarahas, Abingdon in the house, jRock, for those that dont know what the hell is jRock, may god have pity on your unexplored soul, Muarahas, nah, most ppl dont really know what jRock is all abt, but i love it! Esp Abingdon Boys School! Or Abs in short, Wooots! They rock sia, even more than all those conventional english rock band, their songs are somewhat, nearing metal, but not there, with a deeper meaning to them, if you knw japanese that is, thanks Xw for opening my eyes, or rather ears, rather literally to jRock, dang man, i love Abingdon Boys School, especially their songs Nervous Breakdown(my current blog song) and Nephilim (the name is so damn cool) OOWH YA, not to forget H O W L I N G! woots, nice song, kick ass, for a kick ass anime, for you anime freaks out there, does darker than black ring a bell? Hehehe, contract is it worth the price? Your soul sold to the dark side, now ive lost it, i know i can kill.... and it goes on,so yea, if you see my msn nick emo, it doesnt mean i am emo, most likely i was hung up on a jRock song or an emo punk song (*thanks la AA boy, see what you did, tsk tsk tsk*) Muarahas! All that yakkity yak for a jRock song, but trust me, IT ROCKS! or rather IT JROCKS! Muarahas

T H E SPECIAL ONE

2007-08-17T02:56:00.000+08:00

Mama, today is your birthday! Damn, i didnt get you anything, cos you told me not to, =.=! i know you love me thats why you told me not to, BUT I AM STILL GONNA BUY YOU A PRESENT! Or rather i have bought her the present, hahaha, SECRET! In case somehow she knows that i blog, *looks around* Mom, you are older than singapore, you are 44 this year, singapore is only 42 this year, you are white, and i am chocolate, you are the light of my life, you gave me life, for that, i thank you for enduring the painful process of child labour, i know your expectations of me, i am trying my best ma, trust me, eventhough i might fall short, i know that i must never give up, thanks for that ma, you taught me alot of things, such as tie my shoelace and you fed me when i was young, for that i cannot count my blessings, you were there when i cried, your words consoled my cold heart, you were there when i won, and there when i lost, though i have put you through so much pain, you never failed to stay beside me all through this while, i have bitched about alot of things, but you were there always, listening attentively, i remembered when i caused you so much shame, having fought alot in my days, you had to come to school and face the other parents of whom their kids got beaten, you told me this, and i will always carry it with me, "Son, do not use emotions to run your life, god created humans different from animals such that we have intellect and that animals dont, if we use our emotions to run our life, we would never fully utilise what god has given us, so before you act, think." Thanks mom for all those kind words, and you were also proud of me, despite all my shortcomings, you do not view me as inferior, as many others around me have, even when teachers displayed doubt in my ability, you stood by me and supported me, even when i told you that i would be going ITE cos i was doubtful of my abilities, you kept your calm demure and told me, trust yourself, have faith, its always been about faith hasnt it? Why have i not seen that? Maybe sometimes things are so smoky and blurred that i cannot tell the line between fact and fiction? Maybe i am just too straight and honest such that people know what i am thinking about? Haiz, no matter what, mama, i will always love you, always have, always will, you will always be the only woman that mattered, even my wife wont change that, you gave me life, something that my wife wont be able to give me, no matter what miracle might happen.... For that, i cannot thank you enough, and with this, i end my post

T H E ASSIGNMENTS

2007-08-17T02:36:00.000+08:00

Tired, thats the only word that fits the situation that i am currently in now, today, or rather yesterday, at the time of this post, i had my DERV presentation, was aite, but i screwed up one thing, or rather my whole class inclusive of my grp screwed up one crucial thing, which was, we all went to submit to miss lina rather than grace and we all got penalised for that, ok, i know we were all screaming the unjust and pointing the fingers and words of profanities might have came out, *me included, or maybe me mainly, i just dont know, i wasnt in the right frame of mind, and sorry Mr KTM, i scared you with my anger and nearly made you ran out crying *hints i was shouting like a man who got framed in the class, lols.* and took a while to cool down, and took out some frustrations on those unsuspecting lambs, sry bout that too mates, well, i am now currently free from assignments except for one, BFA, due today, at 11 am, haiz. I am really getting too old for this shit, BUT! Really got to thank miss joanna for re-assuring me of my position in this place that i am currently at, yeah i agree with you, it had to be divine intervention and the play of god himself to place us where we are now, i am grateful for alot of things, just like i told satu kosong's (literal translation from chinese name, yilin LOLs.) gang when we went to do research the other day, i said, yeah sure there were alot of bad things about this course, being the workload to mention some, but look on the brighter side, you made alot of friends havent you, and i said coyly, you would not have met a great guy like me would cha? Hahas, yeah, i am a pompous ass, but thats how its fun in life, life is a great thing if you know how to treasure it, i have not been sleeping really these past few days, but as compared to what joanna said she did, mine was considered a "minor sacrifice" as compared to her "gargantuan slaughter" hahahas, that woman was funny and helped me gain back something that i did had for a long time, faith, hey i think that all of us shud listen to the greatest gay voice ever, George Micheal, qouted saying, or rather saying, you got to have a little faith, faith, a little faith,faith,faith..... Yeah, maybe thats what kept him going after the death of his first gay partner, Jose, of AIDS, and thus came the song, Careless Whisper from that traumatic event, burr, i wish that i was talented like him, not gay-ly talented, but rather musically talented, i used to be able to write songs in secondary school, but i guess now, i have lost something that i had try to perfect, in short, i failed miserably.... Haiz, rantings rantings, theres all there is to this post, i am sorry if i had bored you all, but it sorta grew when i was typing, i guess there was much more on my mind than i initially thought, i sometimes wonder, maybe i am just wasting my time, doing things i want to do, such as playing dota and other stuff, maybe i shud just go boring and keep studying and become a successful-tight-assed-chocolate-man that will remain child-less for the rest of time, rite, like thats ever gonna happen, LIFES TOO FUN TO FUCK IT UP WITH THE STRESS, ENJOY LIFE WHILE YOU CAN, *heck, you dont want to enjoy after you go six feet under will you? BEFORE YOU GO HEAVEN OR MY PLACE(a little landed property thats 50000000 degrees celcius, a humble little abode called Hell =D)* Some people wait a lifetime just to enjoy happiness, some people just are too impatient and they rush into things, some people are just to clumsy, and fall short on alot of things, IT DOESNT MATTER, we are all humans, that is what humans do, we fall, brush clean our kneecaps, stand up, and walk again in that direction we were heading, dont tell me that when you fall down, you keep sitting down there and never stand up for the rest of time? Remember this guys, JUST STAND, sometimes you feel better when you stand up and grab life, rather than wallow and feel damn freaking sorry for yourself, hey look at me, i am an asshole, and i am still surviving! So yeah, dont be so sad and stressed, smile and relax, thats what i am trying to do anyway, but i am starting to fail, dang, cant even advocate what i am preaching... Dang.

T H E Loss

2007-08-11T22:04:00.000+08:00

Haiz, BitterSweet Symphony Is The Theme For The Day. Today at 4am, my dad's cousin passed. Haiz, didnt really knew the dude, but he was suffering, that much i knew. Somehow, he smoked his life out prolly, and that was the way he went down, went to bury him (**As In Literally**) I went down the grave and laid him to rest, not the first time, more like third.... Haiz, but well all things that start has to end. Due to this reason also, i had to default on alot of things and broken certain promises, to all those affected, sorry guys. At least he went down fighting, that is the only way to go down i believe, he fought cancer for years, and finally after the long war, he just had to give in, may peace be upon his soul. Death has always been part of my family, we just keep losing people man, i dont know why, maybe my family is just an ageing family, and all our ends are near, however, with death also comes life, in the form of newborns and new nephews, nieces and grand-nephews and grand-nieces, which is great and all (**except for the fact that it makes me feel even older, as if my looks werent old enough**), it makes me wonder also, they say that after a while, you usually get used to things, but for deaths, you never seem to be able to handle the losses, haiz.... I guess that (**"and all things will end - A7X"**) burr. Nothing more to say other than this, sorry for the broken promises, but some things are out of my control, sorry to those that were hoping that this was going to be a happy post and stuff, after waiting a week for my post and all i can give you is even more to think about, haiz, sorry for the venom, need an antidote? Go to fez's blog and read all the comics and lame shit there. I am sorry for the sh*t i just put you through. However little did i expect to find solace in that smile of yours, even if it was just a second long, it made me feel happier for the rest of the day...

T H E Unstoppable

2007-08-04T17:36:00.000+08:00

Donnie Yen. Holy Shit Hes The Freaking God Of Action Movies (Sorry Jackie Chan, Tony Ja and Jet Li Lovers~) But this is the truth, have you all watched FlashPoint?! HOLY MOLEY ARE WE IN THE PICKLE NOW~ (Qoute Ross Gellar From Friends =D) WOOTS~ BOOYEA! Donnie Yen, Long Hu Men, Now FlashPoint, i got to ask for forgiveness from you man, I tot you were some old dude inside Long Hu Men that was trying to recapture his lost youth, BUT BUT BUT! i was sadly mistaken, in Long Hu Men you were the Elder Brother, Long (Dragon) and i tot you were a joke, but in truth, WOOTS~ M-M-M-M-MONSTER KILL~ GODLIKE! DOUBLE KILL! HOLYSHITE~ TRRRRIPPPPPPLLLLLLLEEEEE KILLLLLLLLLLLLLLL! WOOTS~ Feeling rite? (for those dota players out there, you know what i am talking about, if you achieve this combo, confirm you feeeeeeeeeeling sia) Can i hear an old saying? COMBO WHORE! (*Ver 5.84C and before*) One Movie To Watch And Need To Blow Off Some Steam, One Word (*or rather two words into one*) FlashPoint! -i dont see myself when i look in the mirror, i see what i should be...

T H E Argument

2007-08-02T12:25:00.000+08:00

Sorry Fez Ripped This From You

Bikes Vs Women

WHY BIKES ARE BETTER THAN WOMEN

Bikes don't get pregnant.
You can ride your Bike any time of the month.
Bikes don't have parents.
Bikes don't whine unless something is really wrong.
You can share your Bike with your friends.
Bikes don't care how many other Bikes you've ridden.
When riding, you and your Bike can arrive(come) at the same time.
Bikes don't care how many other Bikes you have.
Bikes don't care if you look at other Bikes.
Bikes don't care if you buy Bike magazines.
If your Bike goes flat you can fix it.
If your Bike is too loose you can tighten it.
You don't have to be jealous of the guy who works on your Bike.
If you say bad things to your Bike, you don't have to apologize before you ride it again.
You can ride your Bike as long as you want and it won't get sore.
Bikes don't comment on your size (;

WHY WOMEN ARE BETTER THAN BIKES

Bikes injure your teabag in the long run
Bikes can't snuggle with you
You'll look like a retard french kissing your bike at the junction
Women don't make you wear funny colourful tights outside the bedroom
You can't date your bike
You can't walk into La Senza with just your bike
It's about both the ride AND the destination
Bikes don't talk into your ear about how you make it sofuckinrandy
Bike lobang square
Women tease back, your bike's as cold as a dead fish

So what do you think?
For me, bikes are better than woman, sorry no offense! =P

T H E Word

2007-08-02T02:04:00.000+08:00

For All The F*ed-up-ness In Life, To All the Mother-Fucking BackStabbers, To-All-Those-That-Caused So Much Pain, This IS THE POST FOR YOU ALL! One word to all you f*ers out there, Ok.

T H E 2nd Brother

2007-07-29T22:07:00.000+08:00

Fir, I am sorry that i have not been able to meet you this weekend, i guessed Fez's plan went bust again uh? I DIDNT GET YOU ANYTHING MAN! SORRY X 1000000000. Burr, I SUCK. As a brother, i didnt fulfill my duty man, but the least i can do for you is this, DEDICATE THIS WHOLE POST TO YOU, have not done this(*well not entirely the whole post*) for anyone man, YOU ARE THE FIRST! (*Sorry Fez, you are my 1st and best bro, but i didnt have a blog then to dedicate to you man =X*) But i really appreciate what both of you have done for me, you know we are bros for life aite? *Winks* Remember man, we fight together we die together, FFA for life bros (*FFA - Free-For-All, nah, just jokin, its our initials, ask me if you wanna know =D*) Anyways, since i didnt get you anything bro, i guess i cant do nothing but come up with a poem for you man, and here it goes *gulps* Hopefully it goes well:

Zephyr -

As i look thither, i am naught beyond wonder,
For the blood that we have shed, and the times that we have pondered,
You have been there with me through it all,
All the glories and defeats through the rise and fall,
Sometimes i doubted, but you had faith,
And thanks to you, my life was saved,
Thoughts of death often plagued my mind,
But you displaced them with your cool sublime,
I am nothing without you,
And these words i swear are true,
Though we didnt celebrate your birth,
This poem is all i can unearth,
From the deepest realms of my mortal soul,
I guess you are now eighteen years old, (*LOLS, Sry didnt know what to write*)
From all of us that care,
We wish you the Best out there,
Holla if you need me in times of dire,
Brother rest assured ill be there like a spitfire,
And last but not least,
Happy Birthday to you my leige... (*Also dunno what to put :P*)

T H E REMIX!

2007-07-27T20:56:00.000+08:00

Woah guys, this is it, THE REMIX! Jay-Z(The Rain Man), Rihanna(Little Miss Sunshine) Feat. Chris Brown(The Prince Of R&B) UMBRELLA! REMIX! AkA. UMBRELLA/CINDERELLA. This is the song that i heard this morning, it was damn catchy, i loved it, most remixes go bad, but this, they be droppin' like its HOT! Woots~ Chris Brown, THE MAN! Rihanna, THE CHICK!(*Love her, woah HOT-NESS*) JAY-Z, THE KING! Enjoy people~ sorry plain white t's this is a temporal attachment, will get you guys back up ASAP, fans of PWT dont sweat, Delilahs here for you, soon... Make Love, Not War =) Sometimes, the war that is fought is a fruitless one, during these times, we pray for dawn and hope naught of meaningless slaughter... PS: Miss Marie, I WILL REMEMBER ABOUT TODAY'S INCIDENT, YOU BETTER WATCH OUT! Papas angry, and the storms coming, embrace thyself....

T H E Song

2007-07-25T22:13:00.000+08:00

This is the song that i have been looking for, the meaning of the song is there, and man can the plain white Ts write a song, DAMN THIS SONG ROCKS! Muarahas, nothing to blog about my day because nothing happened, and to will and jx, STOP ASKING ME TO WANK WHENEVER I SAY I AM TIRED OR SLEEPY! GAWD DAMM! Pfft! The lyrics are at as follow: **Sorry Surin, but i got the idea from your blog :P**

Song Title : Hey There Delilah By Plain White Ts

Hey there Delilah
What's it like in New York City?
I'm a thousand miles away
But girl tonight you look so pretty
Yes you do
Time Square can't shine as bright as you
I swear it's true

Hey there Delilah
Don't you worry about the distance
I'm right there if you get lonely
Give this song another listen
Close your eyes
Listen to my voice it's my disguise
I'm by your side

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me

Hey there Delilah
I know times are getting hard
But just believe me girl
Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar
We'll have it good
We'll have the life we knew we would
My word is good

Hey there Delilah
I've got so much left to say
If every simple song I wrote to you
Would take your breath away
I'd write it all
Even more in love with me you'd fall
We'd have it all

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me

A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way
Our friends would all make fun of us
and we'll just laugh along because we know
That none of them have felt this way
Delilah I can promise you
That by the time we get through
The world will never ever be the same
And you're to blame

Hey there Delilah
You be good and don't you miss me
Two more years and you'll be done with school
And I'll be making history like I do
You know it's all because of you
We can do whatever we want to
Hey there Delilah here's to you
This ones for you

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me.

T H E Birthdays

2007-07-24T21:33:00.000+08:00

Nothing much to blog about, day was too f*cked up to talk about, those in my class know what happened. New blog song. Happy Birthday Xue Ping, my SUPER SIAO FRESHIE, AMONGST A CLASS OF SUPER SIAONESS. Hahas, just joking, didnt get you anything, so this is the second best thing that i can do, dedicate a post to you, Happy Birthday XP, work hard okay! Happy Birthday to Kakak and Abang In also, Semoga Allah Merahmati Kamu berdua dan Kamu hidup dengan lama, nothing else to say, so yeah. Have a nice day. F*ck you world.

T H E KPM

2007-07-24T00:10:00.000+08:00

Three letters Acronym, KPM, the meaning is abstract, yet simple, kachang puteh man. Yes ladies and gentleman, i was called that the whole day at the AGM. The AGM was great, simply great. Was popular * whats new * and the whole world seems to know me somehow... Burr, nothing much after the exciting AGM, went to eat with XW * like two gays like that, but we know better :P * then went home. Matt is fucking useless, wasnt even there to console you... You were sad and Matt was having a great time, Matt, you should just fucking kick your own ass, useless dick...
I came along.... I wrote a song for you..... And all the things you do, and it was called yellow... So then i took my turn, on all the things i've done, and it was all yellow.... I wish i was talented as Chris Martin, and if every little song i wrote would take your breath away i'll write it all, maybe even more in love with me you'd fall... ** wishful thinking, time to wake up Matt** Anger drives a man over the edge, currently, i am already at the bottom of the cliff.
Question: Can the pain ever die?
Answer: It never does, thats why you are stronger. Always have been, always will be

THE T W I S T E D

2007-07-22T22:37:00.000+08:00

Hello good people, matt is enjoying pain today! WOOTS~ Training. Was great man, played a couple of games, * lost most of them, sorry guys, matt will get better* And yes people, again the milkman delivers with a good all round performance * William*, the vice-captain also did well, *Ambrose * **ps: Hes damn good at stealing balls**, our center, Kleon, was always good, getting those rebounds and sinking in those sick alley of his * frankly i really dont know how you do it, maybe sometimes tyco uh* and he always manages to get his lay-ups in ** but not so much uh today **but nonetheless, a good all-round team performance for "Unknown Team Name" but Matt, was not good. Period. He only managed to score a little and blocked like one shot, **burr, NOT GHOUD** and the best part was that, ONLY at the end, when Matt didnt want to play, but he just played for the sake of making up the numbers, HE INJURED HIS SECOND TOE. You might wonder why, IMAGINE, jumping for a rebound, then getting it, and LANDING ON YOUR SECOND TOE. Nice. Matt limped out, and kleon marched in... We won that match and we decided to call it a day, eventhough Matt got injured, Matt still learned alot of valuable information from the vice-captain *yes, its you Ambrose* After all that, Matt went to tamp to meet his beloved MAMA! Woots~ Mama bought Matt shoes *loves Mama* **yeah so what, Matts a mommas boy ***BLEAH!*** ** After buying shoes, Matt left Mama and went town with Fez and met the gang *Fez, thanks for the patience, brother* Muaraha. Met my other brother! WAN! Woots, Mr Miguel seems to be bulking up, and he brought his pretty girlfriend along * dunno name, sorry WAN! * also met Paing soe (MARCUS) Sheila ( SHEELEA) , her Boyfriend Wei Hao * not sure of name either * and The-Ever-So-Adorable Aisyah! Muaraha, had loads to talk about, spent like the rest of the day talking and catching-up, played games that seemed childish, but in actual fact damn frigging fun, Muarahas. And it seems that we are meeting up next week! Yesar! To celebrate my third brother, Zephyr's birthday ( Zhaf in short ) GOING SIMPANG BEDOK. Steam. Muaraha! In short, the day was, IMBA. *word of the century* Muarahas! It would have been better if you were around, missing you already...
Sometimes, happyness can be found in the darkest of corners, those who fallen before the end find themselves yearning, yearning for the happyness that they so deeply desire, those who have found their happyness rejoices, treasure it is what they need to learn, but more often that naught, due to the folly of man, they lose it, just like how the lose their ability to laugh, smile and cry, sometimes, basic emotions are hard to find, but other times, they come naturally, for that, be grateful for what you have, as you might lose it sooner than you expect, so please, treasure everything that you have, as they might not be around for tommorrow....

T H E 18th Post.

2007-07-22T02:06:00.000+08:00

Hellos, i dont feel like blogging, so yeah, not really gonna say much, feel f*cked up today *hey whats new?* But met my brothers, *made me F*cking happy* and went to school *nothing better to do* and went home at 1030, met madd at the bus-stop, went home with him and thats all, f*cked up day and nothings going right. Sometimes letting go is easier than holding on, for that i plead sanity from those of higher power, some things are out of my control, but if there is anything thats within mine, tell me and ill gladly lay my life down for you... Sorry but i didnt dedicate the 17th to you... So this poem is just for you...
When insecurity and unsureness takes over, some things are better left under, to face these problems you must, but always do it with someone you trust, your friends and those around you, they will always care about you, but sometimes their help is not what you seek, that is when everything else seems meek, but dont worry and look thither, hope doesnt give up either, it sends you help when it is looked for, but fighting for yourself is the core, without whom the fight is lost, no matter how many friends who fought, fighting for oneself is essential, to ensure ones continued survival....

The M E E T I N G.

2007-07-19T22:33:00.000+08:00

WOOTS~ CAN I HEAR THE WORD CHOSEN?! YES. YOU GUESSED IT RIGHT PEOPLE, YOURS TRULY GOT CHOSEN! Booyeah! Hell yeah! And Ah Zhang, wo si huan ni *not sure the huanyu pinyin rite or not =)* AGM, here i come, darren, yuan long and pussies *Ah zhang and Marc * i wont let you down, IT school director, beware, you will be wow-ed by INTSC, Mr Raymond Tan, prepare extra pants, cause what we are gonna come up with will make you sh*t in your pants man, RETRO UH! HARDCORE MAN! WOOTS~ ANYONE GOT VESPA?! CAN BORROW?! *WILLING TO DO ANYTHING TO HELP OUT INTSC* Muaraha! But sianzeded sia, cannot go saturday evening when they design the stage, cause got OUTING WITH MY BROTHERS AND UO! Woots~ LONG TIME NO SEE PAING SOE, SHEILA, AISYAH AND WAN! No sweats brothers and sisters, choco-man will be there, no bubbles this time aite? *winks* Burr, but on the down side, cannot help out YL and co. as much, sorry guys, hopefully next time i can help you guys more aite? Wah, after the AGM meeting, went to play Bball, and woah. Kleon. Imba jumping height, william, the milkman *something like carl malone but on a smaller scale* and xuan, the regular small forward with speed and lay-up accuracy *AI uh, so much for Allen Iverson =.=!* and this engine guy, my height *or maybe shorter* TOUCH RING. TOUCH RING. RING LEH. Steam. Wah. Imbaness to the cockscrew sia. Hang time >1 sec. HANG TIME. SEX. PERIOD. So much imbaness in a day, Kleon, i am glad you are in william and my team for Directors Cup man, you freaking Tim Duncan, i cant believe you can block those type of shots. I am too noob liao, freaks, thats what you all are, but that is EXACTLY what i want to become, give me the discipline tien! Air Alert, i really think i am gonna need you. "Jordan says that in basketball, jumping is not important" "Well thats easy for him to say since his head can hit the frigging lampost!" lols. Wah, two months left man ARGH! NOT EVEN TWO MONTHS. Steam liao. Foosher. NOT GOOD PEOPLE. Need to be good, soon, very BERY soon.
I saw you today, heart rejoiced in a fray, but little we spoke as of late, partially due to the entrails of fate, but what tommorrow brings we'll see, till then i bid farewell to thee.. Original poem hor, just for you! :P Feeling good, but not as good as i like to be.

THIS ONES FOR YOU MEL

2007-07-19T10:50:00.001+08:00

~~SORRY MEL. SERIOUSLY. I AM REALLY REALLY SORRY.~~

~FORGIVEN~

2007-07-19T01:05:00.000+08:00

~~I REALLY NEED TO KILL. NOW.~~

~Accomplished~

The C O M E B A C K

2007-07-18T20:21:00.001+08:00

Woots~ It feels good to be in the wilds! Woots~ actually missed going out and wasting my life through either slacking or playing BBall with the guys, burr. However, coming back to school didnt have as much sweetness as i wished it would be, haiz. 1stly, i found out that there is no lab re-test, and 2ndly, my teacher, the sweet Ms Gan, tried to call me, but she called my old number =.=! I was like ZOMGWTF?! But it was not her fault, the fault was truly mine to behold as i didnt update the system to my new no. MAINLY because of the reason being i was lazy, DOUBLE BURR. Sianzededness took over for the day as i couldnt do anything uh, everyone had already done the furinking lab test except for me, haiz, what a pleasant time to fall sick eh? The thought of getting ZERO was killing me, i was like, ZOMG I AM SO GONNA FAIL... BUT FEAR NOT MORTALS! The sweet Ms Gan gave me a lifeline, IT WASNT MUCH, BUT IT WAS STILL A LIFELINE nonetheless. (*Thanks Ms Gan, you are still THE best =) *) Well, the lifeline was that i had to do better, WAY better for my third lab test and my EXAM, one word people, STEAM. Burr, i guess its back to the drawing board with me then, need to rethink, revaluate and reaccess the situation, but nonetheless, I WILL come out top, thanks! MAtt Rocks, everyone knows that. Muaraha! Seeing you today brought joy to me, heres another vid for you, hope you like it as much as i do, again please read the subs.... MATT OUT!

Sickness and in Theatres

2007-07-16T23:02:00.000+08:00

*Sniffs* Ah CHOO! Burr. Been feeling crappy the whole day, to make matters worse, i am super shagged due to this crap(*Even though I AM usually shagged*) and damn sianzeded cause the test SUPA SUCKED! And the best part, tomorrow FURINKING lab test uh, and according to the godlikes(*Cs, JK and co. you know who you are*) IT WAS A FREAKING KILLER! Woots~ now really steam, and if that was not good enough, harry you disappointed matt, BUT wait! Luna, watashi wa aishiteryu des~(*meaning: I love you Luna* XD) Not as much as i love my mom, but close :P Anyways i am really freaking sick to the Fedora Core, NOT GHOUD, dont usually get sick in this manner, but because i am strong and all, i was still able to tank a whole freaking day of lects and a freaking hard CASH test, and to top it off, watching harry potter with the air-con turned on to antartica's temperature and not eating dinner, I WAS STILL ABLE TO COME BACK HOME AND BLOG. One word people, Imba. Somehow, today i felt more distant to you then i have ever felt, you are so close, yet so far, i am just to cowardly to walk up to you sometimes, for that i have no excuses, i hope i get better soon, i need to step-up my game, Directors Cup is coming soon and i have not reached my expectations, and my studies are going no where... Time to wake up sleeping giant, you might be gentle, but its time to get rough... Till next time people, Cheerios~

This Vid Is For YOU!

2007-07-15T18:16:00.000+08:00

To Help you cheer up when you are feeling down guys! Hope you like it! Read the subs wont cha? Maybe it will help us someday...

R E F O R M A T AND RE-BOOT

2007-07-15T17:58:00.000+08:00

SEX. That is the word that can be used to describe the awful night that i had yesterday (*Eh, read on and dont get into any conclusions =.=! *) Firstly, i CRASHED my furinking laptop, then what comes next is the best part, I DIDNT FURINKING HAVE A FURINKING RECOVERY DISC, Yes people, Laugh. Shit Happens. For Some Reason, It Usually Happens To ME. Thanks uh god, you think its funny rite? NOW GIVE ME BACK MY LAPTOP! Burr. Mount KickYourAssDownThatRoad erupted last night and now, just like most casualty that were unfortunately in the way, (*my brothers and you(*SORRYS!*)*) i am still feeling the after quakes of that massive quake eruption that measured 11.9 on the Richter scale, muaraha, (*eh not something to laugh about leh*), pssf, i am so freaking tired, spent the whole of last night trouble shooting, and when you came online, i wasnt even freaking there despite my promise(*seriously, i am really really sorry*) but i might be able to compensate for the mishap last nite today(*hopefully*Gulps!* *) With all that aside, i hope that you get through this ordeal, god is fair remember? Smile and it will lead you to the end, remember, if you need help, you can always count on me =) (*hopefully i am up to standard*) Muaraha! Through it all, i really REALLY got to thank my LIGERS! (XW, Simon and Jeremy) for helping me out when i needed help the most and for understanding the PANG-SEH that i had to put them through, AND THOUSAND THANKS SHARK, you gave me a reason to smile today, god bless you DUDE! Cheerios~ Call on me when you need help, a thousand miles might seem pretty far even if there is no planes, no cars i will run to you if i have no other way, i know they'll make fun of us, but they wont understand cause they never felt this way...

The C r e a t i v e Job

2007-07-14T23:07:00.000+08:00

Woots~ FINALLY THE MATT HAS COME BACK TO BLOG UH! Woots~ Today was REALLY a fruitful day uh, not. LOLs. I had to wake up early due to the interview! Initially tot it was at 8am uh, then XW told me it was later, at 930 instead, Muaraha! Sianzeded sia, in the morning, shaggylecio decided to take over, and matt couldnt really stay awake when he woke up, burr-ness, and guess what? Matt and XW were late due to forces and calls of nature, LOLS! XW had a stomacheriffic day sia, he kept having stomachache and it was passed to me... burrzedness.. LOLS, me and XW spent three hours waiting for someone that was EARLY, still can say this sia, "No luh, where got 5 hours, only 3 hours nia..." =.=! 0.o! Ooowh you touche my tralala! LOLS, guilty simon, guilty! Muaraha! Today i tried not msgin you, but i REALLY REALLY found it hard not to, burrzedness, useless leh me, burr, finally at ard 8 i decided to give up and msg you... Muaraha! And now i am so tired its not even that funny anymore, muaraha! Sorry guys if i was too freaking serious juz now, and sorry simon i wasnt PERVERTIC AT ALL, cos i really am not pervertic, and i am even more not pervertic when i am tired, rather i get pretty easily annoyed and freaking serious that it will really FREAK you out, trust me! Muaraha! MOCHA FRAPP + GRANDE! Tall Order for the Cutest Girl! And Java Chip + Grande, PLUS WHIPPED CREAM AND CHOCOLATE SAUCE! Tall order for a~~"how short are you miss marie" girl!~~ "the sweetest thing" miss marie (*I kept my promise miss marie!*) *Bleah* MUARAHA!

S O C C E R - Finally!

2007-07-13T23:10:00.000+08:00

Woots~ as you all might guess from the title, YES I HAD MY DOSAGE OF MUCH NEEDED SOCCER! But i didnt enjoy it as much as i would have liked to mainly due to two reasons, 1st, i had a freaking BFA test today (*Basic Financial Accounting to the stuckers out there*) and secondly was that the COLDNESS of a SWELTERING NOON SUN, but ya, all in all, i loveee playing soccer, almost forgot how to play liao, or rather almost forgot how it felt like getting past people and scoring goals and at the same time saving them... Ah! The Great Outdoors! (*Enchantress for all those DotA People*) We also ended playing soccer quite soon as we were either drenched in sweat, had to go somewhere, or had a headache DUE TO THE LACK OF SLEEP(*hints Miss Marie, give the poor boy some rest and dont keep him up all nite! XD*) Me mel and ah beng then proceeded to FBI lab, where we had some much needed AIR and CON, and we played a game that is widely known simply as DotA! Muaraha! We lost every game against AI+, but we had the odds stacked against us, 1stly, we had three, they had 5(*Safety in Numbers*) 2ndly, we had two bickering idiots that kept calling each other noob =.=! (*You know who you are*) muaraha! Nonetheless, we enjoyed ourselves, but i had to proceed to my sub-com meeting, and when i came back it was ard 7, after that we proceeded to go and eat at KFC (*unlike a foursome who went and had a GREAT dinner, NVR JIO SOMEMORE, tsk tsk tsk!*) we were at first undecided, but after MUCH deliberation and SUPREMELY hungry abdomens that were canabalising itselves, we finally settled down to eat at KFC, again, original two piece chicken meal, one word, IMBA. Muaraha! Wished that i could have met you... Again i was dissapointed! Hopefully tomorrow i get a job!

Burr, Sleepyness is PAWNING ME, BUT I PAWNED TOBS!

2007-07-12T23:54:00.000+08:00

Muahaha, actually not as much uh, i cant believe i freaking overslept AGAIN uh, wah not reliable leh, tsk tsk tsk, let you down, make you reach school late, NEVER MIND! I will wake you up on time tomorrow! I will make damn sure of it! Now then can Muahaha confidently, hahas, and yes! I learnt how to play this IMBA game called Bridge(*its the sex man, TRUST ME*) i played around 4 rounds, lost two, won two, MUAHAHA, not bad for a beginner(*not begginer ernie =.=!*) i learnt how to play in around 45 mins, not bad uh, but expected uh from a SATAN of gambler like me(*God, SATAN, you do the math*), i and ah beng won a set that we really tot we were gonna lose, ah beng went to raise the bid so high that we had to win 10 sets and mel and tobs had to win only 4 to win all, guess what? Me and Ah beng fell 3 sets behind, but then suddenly, me and ah beng kept winning all the other sets, then we were left with the final 4 cards(*one with each of us*), and the score was 3(*mel and tobs*), 9(*me and ah beng*), then when we revealed all our cards, my heart was pounding like mad uh, i think i shook the table with my heartbeat alone uh, and when our cards were revealed, it was damn unexpected, the card we feared that mel and tobs had were held by me and ah beng all along, like WHAT THE MONKEYS FACE sia, ah bengs face was red due to the blood-rush, i nearly got a heart-attack due to the high octane action, mel nearly had his jaw dislocated due to excessive laughter(*he tot that it was funny that he scared the SHITAKE out of me and ah beng =.=!*) and tobs face was stunned(*alunes arrow 5 sec stun*) and was trying to think how the hell did we accomplish such a feat, it was ecstacy, and it was like, STEAM! Muahaha, then after that we continued playing and eventually went our separate ways after KFC closed shop for the day, man what a day!

The Day Of Slack

2007-07-11T19:17:00.000+08:00

Burr. What a shaggedelicio of a day. 1st, no sleep, thanks to famous last MINUTE WORKS, haha, but no one is to be blamed (*exasperating, i know, have to get over my anger*). Finished my FOI nonsence and COTS evaluation criteria, quite happy as my evaluation criteria WAS CORRECT!(* except for some clarification mistakes, i am on the right track!*) Muahaha, how often do you hear me boasting about studies (*Hints: Almost Non-Existent*) XD But the day was marred by uneventful events that didnt shake the very foundation of my existent(*Get it?*). Burr. Bad planning and mis-communication were the main culprit, making me wait in sch for four hours, but no fruits came out of my slabour(*slacked labour*) as those four hours of wait were deemed wasted as no SOCCER came out of it, and i am getting chased by the lab tech, as if my day was not GREAT enough... sianzeded, and didnt even really get to see you, RAWR!(*beating chest and climbing mount faber*) Till next time then, cheerios! Hopefully absence makes the heart grow fonder... =)

There will be HELL to pay, promise

2007-07-10T21:19:00.000+08:00

Where do i start, 1st you backstabbed me, then you try and act as if nothing has happened, well if that is not enough, you try to FUCK WITH ME, that is where you went wrong. Congrats. You just earned yourself in a hall-of-fame many have never been in, and they probably wont. You should be proud of your fucking accomplishment, no one has made me hate him/her as much as i hate you, trust me. If i had a choice between fighting a wild lion in a cage and talking to you, i would rather shoot you and take my chances with that beast, that is how much i hate you. Vengeance will come, it wont be pleasant, it WILL be painful, i WILL torture you until you scream and beg for mercy, dont worry, i wont be so lenient, i will prolong it so long that you would pray for me to kill you, but that wont happen, trust me, i WILL torture you to death, i WILL tear your skin slowly and feed it to wild dogs. You will have to run for your life, but it WONT be easy, try running without your ankle, lets see how far you can get with wolves chasing after you, my bet will be within 15 seconds you are dead. THE DEVIL WILL GET HIS DUE. Trust me. Anyways, I am a nice guy, so i can say this, THANKS FOR NOT BEING IN MY MEMORIES, after i am done with you, no one will even know that you are missing, trust me, no one probably cares. And lastly, william its not you, i still love you =D (*due to the excessive use of WILL, you might misconstrue the meaning*)

Sianzeded And "The Wait"

2007-07-09T22:54:00.000+08:00

Sianzeded, that is the word that describe my day uh, hahahas not only did i wake up "DAMN EARLY", but i also spent the day doing nothing, and the best part, the reason of me wanting to go school i the first place, i did not get to see you luh, doubly sianzeded, but no worries, tomorrow will bring smiles to my tired brow i hope =) Anyways, the other reason for me going school was to meet will, my mentor and my good friend, but he also was not available, triple sianzeded, today was ahmad's crib day for him (*for those wondering why its called ahmad's crib, its becos i am known as the devil in FBI, so yeah my crib, reasonably is called hell, so yeah. XD*) he had lesson from 9 to 6, can i hear yall say S*X! Hahaha, only managed to spend like 2 and a half hours with him, so yeah, and most of that time was devoted to us indulging in Kentucky Fried Chicken (*Yummy! Finger Licking Goodness*) and me watching a touching tale about a guy and his pet dragon kicking the ahmad's crib out of the bad guys, called Eragon, the story is nice and i would really love having a dragon, THEY KICK ASS! I guess this fetish started when i watched double dragon when i was still a twerp(*Yes i know you know you loved it too =D*). Me and my cuz used to dream being them man, and we were like "For Right, For Might, We Are The Double Dragons!" Rite. Wishful Thinking Smart Ass. Hahahaha, i cant believe that i was that twerp-ish, i wondered how my mom didnt disown me, it still beats me until now mates.. hahahaha, so anyways, i waited for will and his dad to end the Parent Seminar Crap(*No Offense Dudes*) and when it finally ended, it was at 8pm, so yeah, we were SUPPOSED to meet tobie, ah beng and zhiyuan, but ended up with us having only to meet tobie (*Key Word Here Is SUPPOSED People!*), thanks uh guys for the wonderful PANGSEH that we received. Burr. After eating at KFC, we went our separate ways, and i forgot that i had to print for you your timetable, Matt is not entirely reliable as his brain is not made for complexities and alot of thinking, hahahas but dont worry, tobs is printing for you at home and will bring it tomorrow so yeah, Cheerios!

OVER-SLEEPING AND BLOG-SKINS

2007-07-09T14:24:00.000+08:00

Woots~ Yes ladies and gentleman, today, Monday 9th of July 2007, i FREAKING OVERSLEPT like there was no tomorrow, no, i didnt overslept for a few minutes, no not a few hours, i FREAKING OVERSLEPT THE WHOLE FREAKING DAY! Was supposed to wake up at 8, BUT NO, i had to tell myself "eh, still got more time, sleep awhile more uh..." and that was the trigger that lead to the CHAIN REACTION OF THE FREAKING MILLENIUM! I missed all my lectures due to that, and i missed crashing your lecture, (*at this point in time i would like to extend my sincerest apologies to miss marie because i stood her up. SORRY ERIKA!*). Burr, exasperation man, not only that, but the skins that i have found and all the other good people have found CANNOT BE INSERTED into my blog, sianzeded, AM I THAT FREAKING RETARDED? Burr, miss marie AkA LYRICS.COM(*Due to the excessive knowledge on songs that DOESNT matter most* XD) , i hope you can help me with this crap and help me be done with it! And mEl, dont be angry, you didnt lose the bet after all, and i can see that you were taking it seriously, hey you cant be angry with SATAN for that long now can you *winks* :P

FIRST EVER POST FOR THE SPAM KING

2007-07-08T21:49:00.000+08:00

Hahahas, finally, after months of deliberation, i have finally been able to come to a conclusion, start blogging again! Woots~ It has been awhile, for those that know me, they would know that i had TRIED to keep blogging, but after awhile, it didnt happen for me and blogging (*keyword here is TRIED people*). For those that are wondering, WHY IN THE NAME OF BAELZEBUB would i want to name my blog same-differences, the answer is simple, it was a word coined by me and my friends during my secondary school time, though i am not quite sure who came up with it(*Bad Memory due to excessive NOT-thinking*). Lately, i ACCIDENTALLY used the word(*keyword here ACCIDENTALLY*) and i got a 'GREAT' response from my fellow peers (*you all know who you are -.- dont you dare start laughing Miss Marie*) and it reminded me of all the free time that i had because we were at school until around 8pm that day and we went home at around 10pm, (*TOO MUCH LIFE uh nowadays XD*) and i had been contemplating about starting a blog since then, but all these thinking was not made to action as i believe in this motto, tomorrow is always a better day to start working, better yet why not just forget about it? Hahahas, juz joking luh! So after thinking about it, it made me restless and wanting to start a blog again, so thus, here is where i am and i am blogging, Cheerios Mate! Finally aite? So Yeah, Yippee-Kah-Yeah M*ther F*cker! LOLs (qouted from the man himself John McClain)